The last eighteen hours have been a roller coaster for me. I won't go into specifics, but I will say that I've had some eye opening experiences. Yesterday, of all days, when I was having a pitty party and wanting to be a kid again, something happened that helped me see that the Lord is very mindful of me. Just think of it. The Lord we worship, the same one who created the universe, knows me by name. I know He does. Right now I feel a burst of empowerment that I haven't felt in a long time. I feel sick and very tired and plain worn out, but at the same time I feel like I could move a mountain. I'm thankful that I'm able to feel Heavenly Father's love in such a capacity.