Worst Mom Day

I feel like such a terrible mom today. This low blood pressure is really getting to me. This morning I got up and made breakfast, but kids have been sitting in front of the TV now for 3 hours. I have had to lie down the whole time because when I get up I feel like I'm going to faint. Right now I'm taking a little break just to check email and stuff, but I'm going right back to the couch. The kids are still in Pjs, I haven't showered, and I know Hailey was sitting in a poopy diaper for at least 30 minutes before I had the energy to do anything about it. Right now they are devouring a box of Cocoa Puffs and the living room is a disaster. I should also mention that Ethan had his first accident during the night. He is such a deep sleeper and soaked through his sheets, blankets and two pillows. Then he crawled onto the blanket beside our bed and got that and the pillow all wet. The poor kid was DRENCHED! He felt so bad about it and it made me sad for him. I just now got bedding stripped (11:15 a.m.) All of it is waiting for me down in the basement. Oh days like this stink! Not every day is bad, but today has been hard. I wish I had a BP monitor so I could see just how low it is today. Ethan has his meet and greet at his new preschool this afternoon so I'm saving all my energy for that. Okay, now if I can muster the strength to get through the day. Thank goodness for TV and DVDs on a day like this.